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Title: The Speed of Light

I've always thought of having Power's.
But I guess I could be wrong.
That True Love, that you Thought you had, has turned his or her back on you.
So, you try and go to that place in your Heart, that place, that you can only go to.

That Place, is your Place.

You try to figure out, what had just happened.
Your Mind is Racing at The Speed of Light, but, you don't want to end it with a Fight.

So you Wander about, to try and find yourself.
But, you can't.
You go back, to take one last look.
You Think About It.

All the Fun times you Shared.
You and your Family, and Friend's.

All Thought's Racing, at The Speed of Light.

You Stop, You Release it.
You are much more Stronger than that.
You know it.

It's time to think, It's time, to think.

Life is to Short to end it now.
It's time to Change, for yourself, and for everyone around you.
Be Strong for that someone.

Forever, you'll know.

It's better to have Thought about your Action's, for you to, could be Lying their Dead.


-Bradley Howington

Written By: Bradley Howington

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Title: Pain, Divorce & Tenderness

Children go through the Pain of loosing there Parents through Divorce.
But, don't blame yourself.
I know it's hard.
Though my Parents were never together.
I found my way.
All through my Life growing up.
My Parents were never together.
My Father would go out and get DRUNK.
And come Home and start a Fight with my Mother.
My Parents were never Married.
So I don't know how it is to have a real Father.
And to loose him through Divorce.
I have a Friend.
Who lost his Parents.
Through Divorce.
And I know it's hard for him, and his Brother.
They will find there way.
If not today then tomorrow.
I know it will never be the same.
Because Of The Pain.
Be true to yourself.
I know my Words might not mean a thing.
But, I deal with the same Pain.

-Bradley Howington

Written By: Bradley Howington

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Title: I Searched/Forbidden Trust

I searched the depths of Hell and I still haven't found what I'm looking for, one day I will be strong if not today then tomorrow, I sit and I cry but where will that lead me? Can what I see come true? I don't think he will ever love me. I guess it was just not meant to be. And if I shed this Blood, then maybe he will see, what he has done. I speak it now forever and always, that I will come back and make him see the power that he has given me. The power to find another lover, and be happy, but, if I'm not happy forgive me thy must, and take my blood now and give me lust. I speak it now that one day he will see, what things he has caused me, if I go on knowing if what he said isn't true, then I will have never known about you. You are me and I am you, and what they see is my point of view, I see it now I see it then, just what it should have been...You've given me faith you've sacrificed our love, to this damn shit hole of Forbidden Trust, If you speak to me it will not disown you. You are the one to now I look up to. If not for me then for who?

-Bradley Howington

Written By: Bradley Howington

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Title: What Are You Gonna Do?

It's all because of you, why I feel the way I do. I would never hurt you. What are you gonna do? It doesn't matter how you hurt me so, all that matters is our love will show. What are you gonna do? What will happen to our love? What will happen to the pain? The pain of loosing you each day. If I lost you, I guess I would not see, see the way our love was suppose to be. What are you gonna do? If our love would end. It's all right I don't care I'll find love else where. With us together again I don't see how it could have been.

What Are You Gonna Do?

-Bradley Howington

Written By: Bradley Howington

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Short Story

Title: Life In The Big House

[Originally Written 1-21-04]

 [Changes Have Been Made. This Is Not The Original] 

[I Was A Young Kid When These Short Stories Were Written, I Have To Make A Few Changes]

Me and my Mom had just moved in this great big house.
It is so beautiful, me and my mom love it so much.
Me and my little dog would play outside, and have a very good time.
Because it was a new house, I was not just use to it yet.

I would stay up all night, and not be able to sleep.
Me and my dog would snuggle up in the covers, and try to go to sleep.
My little dog was not use to the house yet either.
He would stay up all night barking, because he would hear Voices, Screams and Chains Rattling on the floor.
I'd also think that there were Monsters under the bed.

The next morning my Mom woke me for School.
Since I was the New Kid in School, I'd get picked on.
The kid's in School did not like me that much, I'd just ignore them and do my Work.
Then it was time for us to go Home.

That same night, I could not sleep.
My dog would bark for hours and hours, but I would not do anything to him.
It's a dog's life.
He heard Noises again.

Where do you think the Noises are coming from?
I said to mom that following Morning.
I don't know, Mom said.
Now go back to bed and get some rest.
Mom, I can't sleep, I hear Voices, Screams and Chains rattling.

Maybe it's your Imagination.
Your in a nice home now, lets make the best of it, okay?
Okay Mom.
Mom, how about me and you go out tomorrow?
Okay, we will go when you get out of School.

Do you want to get some Pizza?
Mom said.

Can we take Tommy?

Okay, he can come only this once.
You know, dog's can't go in the Pizza Place.
Can he sit in the Car?
I guess if he wants to.
He probably does not want to go if he has to sit in the Car.

Okay Mom.

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