Dear Reader:

Today is Monday, May 19, 2008.

Life Sucks, as always. I woke up at 2:00 AM. I stay up like all night. lol.

I Played "Dead To Rights' 2" on XBOX. It's a Pretty good Game. I did some Lanudry Today as well.

My Sister and my Nephew came over. So, as I was saying...Life Sucks for me. I like hardly leave the House. I guess you'd say it's my Fault I stay Home all the time. LOL. I want to be out their, Meeting new People, and just having Fun. [My Fault] I need to get out more. I'm Watching SpongeBob SquarePants.

;] I like SpongeBob. He is a Kewl little Guy. HeHe. xD

It's 6:14 PM right now. Who knows what I'm gonna do for the rest of the Day.

Probably find something to the SciFi Channel to Watch.

I Love The SciFi Channel. ;]]

Well, I'm Gonna Go For Now.

Talk Soon!

xD

Dear Reader:

Today is Tuesday, May 20, 2008.

I'm just Sitting here Eating Cracker's. They are good! ;]] LoL.

Have I ever told anyone my Love for Madonna? Well, who ever knows me, knows that I Love Madonna.

She is, my World. She keeps me alive. Without her, or her Music. I don't know where I would be right now. Probably in Hell. Oh wait, I am in hell.

Yeah. Earth is Hell.

Pretty much. 

See Video Here.

Madonna is Everything to me.

;]

Dear Reader:

Today is Wednesday, May 21, 2008.

In School...When I did Attend School. I went to East Central High School in Saint Leon, Indiana.

I was...What you would call an 'Outcast' Maybe it is because I would not give in to all of the Stupid Shit.

And I would not try and 'Fit-In.' I would Dress how I wanted to Dress. I would be me, Myself and I.

People in that School must hate when People try and be who they are.

Because everyone would make fun of 'The Way I Look' 'How I Dressed' And all kinds of other thing's.

And the Teachers, or the Principal's, or anyone...Would not really say anything about it.

But, they have a Bullying Policy, that is Effective some times.

I will never forget these two Skank Ass, Worthless, Good For Nothing, No Account, Ugly...On And On...

Bitches in that School. Named: Amber & Ashley.

Those two Whore's, would always make Fun of me and my Friend's.

I went off on them, calling them every name I could think of at that Moment.

They stopped Calling us Name's, just for like a Week or Two, maybe Three.

They got right back at it though.

I just Ignored them, because they are Stupid.

I really don't understand why some People make Fun of other's.

Everyone would Call me a 'Fag' in that School.

When 'Fag' Means: Nothing.

Yes, the Word "fag' is not a Word, to me anyway.

Some 'Gangster Rapper' made it up.

And we 'Homosexual' People have to get Called it?

Why? May I ask.

Me, Or Anyone Else, Was Not Put On This Earth, To Be Made Fun Of.

And For Something We Cannot Change. Such As Being Homosexual.

I Hate Most People.

Dear Reader:

Today is Wednesday, May 23, 2008.

Well, I am Dying my Hair Blonde. I have the Dye in now. I had my Hair Blonde before.

Well, my Cousin Lauren Highlighted my Hiar Blonde. Me, her and her B oyfriend had a Hair Dying Party.

LoL. It was Fun. I just hope my Hiar looks Okay. It did last time I had it done. It was kind of an Orange looking Color. I LOVEED IT!!! LoL

I have always wanted my Hiar Blonde.

;]]]

Have Fun!!

xD

Dear Reader:

Today is Tuesday, May 27, 2008.

Okay. So I have a Friend. I tell her Private thing's. But, there is one little, tiny, BIG problem.

She tells the World, everything I tell her. Well, it Probably might not be the World.

But, when we are on the Phone, she will Three Way other People.

And the Private thing's I tell her, she will tell, and or Hint the thing's I tell her, to other People.

And I Hate when she does that. It Pisses me off. So, I am on the Phone with her, right now as I write this. I'm writing this to blow off Steam, and not Hang up on her and not talk to her anymore.

I Love her to Death.

We have the best of times on the Phone.

We always Laugh, and have Fun.

But, at time I Hate it on the Phone with her.

Because she tells all of my Information, to other's.

When I do not want her to, because it is Private thing's, and between us.

Dear Reader:

Today is Monday, June 2, 2008.

Hey. Well, I am so sorry I have not Wrote on my Blog for a while.

I just have been Caught up doing other thing's.

Such as, Taking Pictures, Making Video's, Sucking Dick. LoL. No. Maybe. ;D

I just Hate Life some times. I mean, everyone does at most Point, don't they?

I'm also Watching SpongeBob SquarePants. ;]]

Eventhough I'm 7637653 Year's Old [18] [I feel so old] And People say I look way Older than I am.

That makes me feel great. ;/

But, eventhough I'm 7637653, I can still Watch SpongeBob.

xD

Life may get you down at most Point's in time. Just go with it. Find something to get your Mind off of it.

It is nothing to Kill Yourself over. Have I ever told you...When my Grandmother Died, I went into the Bathroom with a Razor, and I was gonna Cut my Wrists, and Kill Myself. Then I thought bout how my Mother and Sister would feel if I was DEAD.

That is what kept me from killing Myself.

I don't really have a Family.

So, all I have is my Mother & Sister. They have always been there for me.

Eventhough we Fight sometimes, I still Love them, and they still Love me.

Back To My Fucked Up Family:

If they do something for you, or they Buy you something, or anything.

They want you to Pay them back. They just can't do anything, for you, because they are Family.

They are not Loving.

We All Have Mental Problems.

We Don't Talk Much.

It's Only If You Want Something, Then They Talk.

But not Lauren.

My Cousin Lauren is a really great Cousin.

I Love her, and she Loves me.

;]]

Lauren is in 'The Lake Video' with me.

'Why Do You Think They Call An Eggroll, An Eggroll?' - RANDOM!

LOLOL

I just was Eating one.

;]]]

Well, that's all for right now.

^.^

Check back Often.

Dear Reader:

Today is Sunday, June 8, 2008.

Well, I am so, so, so Happy! Why, you ask? Well, i got my New Computer Yesterday!

It's a Dell Inspiron 531. I think Dell Computer's are the best, and, they are!

This Computer Runs so much Faster, and Better than my old 'Compaq' Computer.

I Fucking HATE Compaq Computer's. Yes, Compaq Sucks Fat Hairy Ball's. ;)

Funny Story:

I Cussed at one of the Stupid Cunt's who Works at Compaq. They said they could not Help me.

So, I said "COMPAQ FUCKING SUCKS!" and then I Hung up on the Bitch!

xD

Because it is the Truth Compaq needs to get their Computer's Working much Better and Faster.

If they did that, then they would have People Buying them, like Dell.

I say again, Dell has the best Computer's, in the Whole World.

Why do you think School's & Companies are Buying them?

It's like WoW, on this New Computer. Because I can have all kinds of Windows Open.

I can be Downloading something, and then go to another Website, or Open another Program and it won't Slow down the Computer. That's why Dell is the HoTTest!

But, you can think what you want about Dell. I Love them!

;)

Dear Reader:

Today is Wednesday, June 18, 2008.

Why, Hello My Dear. Ever Felt as if you Looked Ugly. Well, that is how I use to Feel.

Sometimes I Feel Ugly, Then other times I feel Okay. Oh, and other times I Feel Beautiful.

Well, I am Starting to think: Who Give A Fuck What Other's Think, You Are Who You Are.

Yes, because, I may look Cute, Ugly, Fucked Up...Blah, Blah, Blah, Bleh, to other people.

But, when all that really matters if how I think I look, right?

That is the way it should be for everyone.

Don't Care what other's think of you, Live your Life.

People are gonna put you down throughout Life.

KILL THEM, thenlook in the Mirror. And Say:

I Am Beautiful. No One Is Going To Stand In My Way.

I Am Me, And That Is All I Want To Be.

So Yes, Fuck The Hater's.

Remember, if you get a Bad Comment...

Just think that: They Are The Ones Who Was

Thinking Of Me. So, They Had To Comment.

You know, with their Hate Shit.

xD

But, it's all good.

xDD

See My New Picture Here. 

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Dear Reader:

Today is Saturday, June 21, 2008.  

I don't think a Video had ever Touched me, as much as this Video has. I love it.

It is the most Amazing Video ever. It also kind of Explains a little about me.

How the Boy has Fallen in Love, with another Boy. That Boy is Straight. ;[

I had Fallen in Love with a Straight Boy. It was so Hard. ;[[

He was Nice to me, untill it all came out. The same as that Boy in the Video.

They was real good Friend's. People can not Help who they "Fall In Love With."

You also will never, ever forget your First Love. I know I Won't.

I Cried Watching this Video all Morning.

It is just really Sad.

;(

I hope the Video will Touch Gay and Straight People.

You've got to see that us Gay People have Feeling's as well.

We did not Choose to be Gay.

Remember Everyone, Stay Strong.

;)

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Dear Reader:

Today is Thursday, June 26, 2008.

The Government

Have you ever Wondered about the Government? Well, it's a Mystery to us all.

I Think:

I Think that the Government is Killing us off, one by one, little by little.

Because the Government Kills People, and Covers it up.

So, if I'm Dead after this, you know who did it.

The Government can do what ever it is they want, because they Run the World.

I Think:

That the Government has the Cure for AIDS/HIV.

Well, I know they do.

They just DO NOT want to Release it, because the World will be over Populated with people.
So, basically they are Killing us off.

Some People think, that AIDS came from Africa.

Because so many People in Africa have it.

I Think:

The Government Planted it over their. Then they released it in something here in the USA.

Just so we can all be Killed off, little by little. So the world is not so over come with People.

I mean, don't you think?

People wanna Kill and Kill and Kill.

Why?

They have some kind of Screw in their Head, FUCKED UP?

Probably.

Hell, the Government is Probably gonna Start Killing off us gay People.

Can They Do That, You ask?

Yes, they can do that. Because the are "The Government"

They will Cover it up in the End.

So Remember.

;)

It's All A Bunch Of Crooks.

[They Are Probably Running A Check On Me, Right Now]

xD

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Dear Reader:

Today is Sunday, June 29, 2008.

I Fucking Hate my Moms Boyfriend. I Wish the Piece of Shit would Die. And I'm not Kidding.

He Lies like a Fucking Son Of A Bitch. Lies, Lies, Lies. And what Pisses me off....

Is when i am telling the Truth, he lies and says I'm not, or that's not true.

Today, he wanted one of my Mountain Dew Voltage's.

I'm like "OMG! What Ever"

He comes in to get one, and says "Okay, I'll Remember All Of This When You Want Something From Me" I'm Like "Okay, Okay, Then You Can Bring My Pop Back In Here If You Want To Be Like That!!"

He's Playing Stupid, and Says "Like What"

I said "Saying you'll Remember, the next time I want something from you"

And all that shit. Then my Mom gets on his ass.

And says "I know how he is"

Well, the Bastard, Piece of Shit, No Good, Motherfucker.

Brought me my Pop back<3

;)

I would have went in their and Killed that Bastard, just like I Beat his ass with the Fireplace Shovel.<333

No Whore is going to Mess with me, and not get the hell Beat out of them.

Ha<3

Remember that, Hater's.

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Dear Reader:

Today is Monday, July 7, 2008.

Hey Everyone. ;)

I just woke up a Few Minutes ago. My Fat Ass is Eating an English Muffin, with Light Butter.<3

So Fucking Good! xD

I'm also Watching Dark Angel. I kind of like that Show.

My Moms Boyfreind & his Brother are Working on Mothers Jeep.

she just asked me if she could give them a Glass of my Pepsi.

And, I don't really like her Boyfriend, but, his Brother is Okay.

Well, I said, Okay. Because I'm in a some what good Mood Today.

And, LoL. That's just not me. I'm always, a Fucking Bitch when I get up.

I felt good this Morning. I guess it's from me getting Sleep and not staying up all Night.

Oh, Today I also check YouTube. This Person says "ur name is deff not

bradley howington u faggot it is immpossible"

I Said "Well, I think I know my own Name.
I've had it for 18 Year's.
;)

I'm also not a Bundle of Sticks, nor a Cigg.
xD"

Amazing, isn't it? I Know! I Love It! I don't give a Fuck.

I'm leaving it on their. Because Hater's, make you Famous.<3

;)

So, that is my Perfect Morning!

I Hope You Enjoyed It!

LoL.

xD

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Dear Reader:

Today is Wednesday, July 30, 2008.

I'm watching this show on MTV. It's so Sad. It's with this Boy and Girl, they are Deaf.

I just wonder how life would have been, if I was born Deaf.

It's sad how people have Problems such as these.

;[[

I was crying over it.

The show is called "True Life"

You should check it out.

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Dear Reader:

Today is Friday, September 12, 2008.

Well, my Birthday was September 5th. It was not all that great. I'd also like to say Sorry.

Sorry for not Updating thing's, sorry for not Writing thing's.

I've just been sitting around, being a lazy Bitch, and also finding a Job.

Thing's are still al as Perfect as they have been.

Family Problems. All kinds of Perfect thing's.

I'm always here for anyone who needs any Help with Problems.

So Please, Contact Me With Any Problems You May Have.

And Thanks To My Fans.

Without You, My Life Would Be Nothing.

And I'm NOT Lying About It.

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Dear Reader:

Today is Friday, September 26, 2008. Time: [5:41 PM EST]

I have the ability of being Physic, and I had a Dream.

I had a Dream that the Earth is splitting at its Fault Lines.

In this Dream, as the Earth was splitting at its Fault Lines we all had to go up in Space in order to Servive.

It was all really Messed up. So, just because I have these Physic Abilities does not mean that this is going to happen.

Something else might Happen. This something else could be worse or not.

I hope nothing bad like this happens.

But there is nothing I can do to stop if it does happen.

When my Sister was Pregnant I new she was going to have a Baby Boy.

She went to the Doctor the next Day, and he is a Boy. ;)

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Dear Reader:

Today is Monday, October 6, 2008. Time: [9:08 PM EST]

Do you have a Fucked Up Family? Well, you're not alone. I do as well.

It's so fun, it's an everyday thing. I enjoy it so, so, so much. Amazing, right?

I'm always yelling, fighting, screaming...Something to that nature.

I need to get away....Far away...NEVER look back, at anyone.

I need to move into my own apartment, just me and my Dog.

NEVER had ANYONE over. That would be sooo amazing.

Because my Family has got me to the point of HATING them.

Yes, HATING them...The People you thought you Loved.

What is Love? Not a damn thing. But a living HELL.

I'm sure I'm not the only one who has 'The Perfect Life'

Part of my OTHER Family hates me because I'm Gay.

I don't give a fuck. They can drop over DEAD.

I WOULD NOT GIVE A FUCK.

Though you may think I'm kidding, I'M NOT

Well, Have Fun Everyone!

:)

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Dear Reader:

Today is Monday, October 7, 2008. Time: [2:26 PM EST]

It seems that someone, if not everyone in my Family has some kind of a Problem.

Weather it be a Drug Problem, or some other kind of Problem.

I'm not saying that I have no Problems, because I do. Not everyone in this World is Perfect.

But my Point is...

I Hate Drug Addicts. I Hate Them. So Damn Much.

I'm Never going to do Drugs...You may say...Well, how do you know that?

Because I know me. The only Person who knows you, is yourself.

So, as I always say...Life Is Perfect.

If you have some Drug Addict Whores in your Family, and you'd like to Chat about it.

We can...Just click here to go to the Contact Form, and talk to me. :)

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Dear Reader:

Today is Saturday, October 25, 2008. Time: [12:00 AM EST]

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Dear Reader:

Today is Monday, January 5, 2009. Time: [9:37 AM EST]

Well, I took some fabulous New Photos for 2009!

Check this new Photo out.

;-)

I have others, I just have not got to them yet.

I'm also sorry I have not updated my Blog in like so, so, so, so long.

Ugh.

I hope everyone has a wonderful 2009!

Check out the "Happy New Year/Fabulous 2009 Video!"

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